BIG BOOBs

Took the road less traveled and yeah I'm tired
But I'm so far from the ending
Everyday I'm evolving, the world keep turnin'
& God keep givin' -Kehlani

Welcome welcome my people, or shall I say welcome back..

By this time, I'm hoping you already know what to do. Put me on pause real quick and go warm up your food...or go run your bath, and let the steam sink you in. As long as I got your attention because right now we're about to become the best of friends. This is the time you ain't gotta pretend. This is the time you ain't gotta ride no trends..to fit in. Come vibe with me for a few, & leave that text on read. It's just me and you right now, you're now apart of mocha's web.

Wusgood love? Are you feeling the pressure because I know I am. This heat is no joke..specially for a girl with big boobs..ladies I know some of y'all are like a'int that the truth LOL..and it is..see this heat causes back pains so severe that sometimes we feel like we can't make it through the day, let alone the next hour. & babyyyy when the night comes, and it cools down...oh, how the feeling is soo melodic. But then the next day comes, & it's hell all over again. Somehow though, we always make it through. & when we get back in our habitat, we throwing our bra off and our underwear too..fr though, this right here is for my ladies with big boobs. Men, I got you next, but you already know I still want you to stay tuned..

My back is killing me, feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders
But wait, it really is
I'm feeling like I'm in the nursery stage
But y'all I ain't even had no kids.
Yet, sometimes I feel so helpless and so drained
Yet, sometimes I can't help but to complain
I can't help but want to reduce this mass
I can't help but move at a slower pace, because the pain won't allow me to move too fast..
My mother always told me to be grateful for what I have
& so I'm learning to embrace reality, & I'm allowing it to sink through
I dedicate this to all of my ladies with big boobs
Before you get to thinking this is merely physical, it's actually a concept you see
Let me further explain, you know I don't mind offering you clarity
Remember when I told y'all I didn't have juice, I had milk
The type of substance that's consumed for your health, not just a sip?
Well stick around for a few, I'm about to take y'all back to the rip.
See I'm passionate about a lot, but my biggest passion is humanity
I'm guessing that's why my mother named me Serenity
I'm guessing that's why it's easy to view me as a fantasy
I'm guessing that's why it's easy to find a friend in me..
Hold on, allow me to elaborate on that last piece.
See I'm that friend that's gon always keep it a stack
You know I got your back, but I ain't sugarcoating shit
Constantly disciplining myself, so if I'm with you then you know what it is.
See, the way my loyalty is set up, it kinda runs deep
I admit though, I can stand to work on my delivery
So when I care, I'm known to put up a fuss
Cause I'm tryna eat together, like lil reese said "at the top, it's just us"
Back to the matter at hand, y'all I got big boobs
But don't get it confused
Your girl is still in tune
I got big boobs that's full of milk
I remember when my ex took his first sip
& that's when the nursing all began..
See he was the plug, and I was a college girl
We weren't a idol couple but he became my world
With all the money he had, he lured me
I told y'all I got daddy issues, so at that time I just wanted security
I wanted what my grandmother had
I wanted what my mom deserved, but somehow couldn't seem to attract
See my mom held our family down, and she payed all the bills faithfully
& I was just like her except I still longed for someone else to take care of me
So I gave in, but how the hell was I ever gonna tell my family
That I was in love with the plug..
My mom taught me a lot of things but she never taught me how to submit
How to allow your man to be in charge is not what I seen as a kid
But I tried, I must admit I really did..
Things were going well, and then he was faced with grief
His mom passed too suddenly
& I've never experienced death but his grief became apart of me
He was torn, broken and confused and so was I
So I made excuses for my black eye
I made excuses for his anger issues and the holes in my wall
My man was down bad, & I was just tryna stand tall
Big boobs full of milk, are made for sucking dear
So I coddled that man, & allowed my chest to catch his tears
He wasn't himself, but he was still the best I had in all my years
When his mom passed, I secretly vowed to her that I was always gonna be here..
& so that promise I kept..

Remember earlier I said my loyalty runs deep.
Even though I can stand to work on my delivery..
Yea well it's still a work in progress but anyway
I kept my promise, but I raised hell
I didn't want that man going to jail
I had just started learning about the criminal justice system and it's effect on our black men
See I was looking forward to one day having this man's kid
& I wanted us to be a family, I thought that was "God's plan"..
So I fussed & berated him to get him to understand
That the streets show love to no man
That 12 don't need probable cause to kill him..
The money was coming in & he was putting diamonds and designer on me
Gas tank always full, that man ain't dare allow my tank to hit E
But somehow none of that mattered to me anymore
I loved him past the money, no longer was he a chore
Now don't get me wrong I always cared about that man
But certain things I wasn't comfortable with I use to do because he put a ring on my hand
& nah its not what you're thinking..it was a promise ring
But that ring, along with all that bling & tree use to make me do anything..for him anyway
I got to feeling like Lauryn Hill
& "nothing even mattered" but him
He became apart of my identity
& like Lauryn, I started looking at him religiously..
All the fancies a'int really mean shit to me..

See y'all I got big boobs full of milk,
& when the heat comes it makes my back feel so heavy
But somehow I still be ready and go steady
Somehow, I'm still a rider for all things humane
I've accepted that I have big boobs, even though at times they cause me pain
Even when it drives me insane
I still have big boobs, but I'm in a different lane
Oh yes mam, I done switched it up and no I'm not mad at all
See ladies you can't change a man, so please don't take that fall
See when a man is ready you will know
But you're the catch, so slow your roll
& allow him to grow
But sometimes you have to let him do that on his own.
This is for the ladies with big boobs
This is for the women that give their all even though sometimes they lose
The ones that lost a relationship, but Queen you didn't lose you..
This is for the ones that took a walk in my shoes..
This is for the queens that committed to inconsistencies, but now make they own rules
This is for the women that still feel hopeless, & don't know what to choose
Because the way loyalty is set up, we suppose to always stay down..
This is for the ones who's ex's still call or come around
This is for the queens that offer guidance but no pussy
This is for the queens that still give up the pussy because they feelings still mushy
This is for the women that finally chose self
This is for the women that still need help..

Queen I'm here and yes I feel you....
Until next time..
Mocha Web